My Path to Medicine
I felt shaky as I sang, “Buzz, Buzz,
taper les moustiques. Buzz, Buzz, taper les moustiques.” The crowd of 50
wide-eyed community members greeted my performance with giggles—an off-putting
response to say the least—and finally clapped and chanted along in French about
swatting away mosquitoes. Soon we were all laughing together.
I could never have pictured
myself singing solo, let alone in French, in order to teach about the dangers
of malaria. What started out as stomach-churning discomfort turned into a
feeling of confidence, joy and acceptance as I realized that this activity had
engaged the audience, led to a malaria discussion and ended with a swarm of
questions. I do not sing, yet there I was warbling in a rural village in Togo,
a small West African nation, serving as a community health volunteer.
I joined the Peace Corps to
connect with people, build their trust and empower them to heal on their own
terms. Becoming a physician and serving in the Peace Corps are decisions that
stem from a similar motivation—to help foster health and growth within
communities. Before becoming a doctor, which has been my constant aspiration, I
wanted to explore what I had read about in textbooks as an anthropology major and
be actively involved in how different cultures treat their sick. In college, I
spent much of my time outside the classroom off-campus in Winston-Salem leading
student teams in community development projects. The Peace Corps offered me the
opportunity to combine my interest in health with my passion for service.
In Togo, discomfort became familiar
as I adapted to an endless array of unfamiliar situations. This past March when
heavy rains signaled the start of the wet season, I was overjoyed that the heat
and dust would end. But strong, sudden winds and showers knocked down a cement
wall in my village’s elementary school, killing a 10-year-old girl and injuring
the principal and six students. In spite of my shock and sorrow, I quickly went
to the crowded clinic to assist. The lone nurse was stitching up a young
student with a large laceration across her head. I sat holding her hand, trying
to distract her as she received stitches without anesthesia. As a future
physician, I hope to sit with my patients, holding their hand either physically
or symbolically, while I treat them.
Most of my Peace Corps projects
in Togo focused on preventive health. Togo has more than 40 different languages
and in many, there is not an equivalent translation for the concept of “prevention.”
This made my job challenging. For example, while many people own mosquito nets,
they do not fully understand how using one regularly to prevent malaria will
benefit them in the long term. The head nurse and I partnered to tackle this
barrier through training the community health workers from neighboring villages
who would then disseminate the information in their own locales. We worked
month after month with these young professionals and covered other topics such
as maternal and neonatal health, hygiene, infant nutrition and HIV/AIDS
prevention.
I was working with these
healthcare workers to develop their skills, yet I often found myself learning
along with them having to define illnesses that I had never heard about before
or experienced. One such disease was “Kwashiorkor,” severe malnutrition, which
was not something I had observed when I shadowed physicians in the United
States. My curiosity and passion for medicine grew as I better understood how these
maladies came to be, how they could be prevented and how they affected the
individual and the community. A medical education would strengthen my
competency to tackle the unknown and make me a more valuable resource to the
communities I hope to help.
I learned to adapt to my
audience, whether singing or teaching, and to adapt to the situation even in
the face of tragedy and differing cultural norms. This ability to react quickly
and appropriately to changing situations will serve me well as a doctor. In
Togo I had a more supportive clinical role, and now I am ready to take on a
leadership position as a physician and manage patients and their care.
I was honored to serve in Togo
for 22 challenging and transformative months before I was evacuated due to
Covid-19. Through the hours spent in the clinic and immersed in the local
culture, I learned that medicine is far more than just diagnosis and treatment.
I witnessed how gender inequity, language differences and patient respect
affect the delivery of medical care. I am more committed than ever to be that
agent who challenges barriers to good healthcare access. My service in the
Peace Corps forced me to question my perspective of the world. The
uncomfortable and the uncertain have become the most certain and meaningful
experiences in my life.
I look forward to returning to
underserved communities as a primary care physician. I aim to offer hope to
patients, respecting their autonomy and advocating for them in the face of
illness, fear and vulnerability.

Congratulations on deciding to pursue medicine! You have a bright future.
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